I was so bloody stress

6th month into my current job - I have learnt a lot. Be it the technical aspect or the human soft skill. I was really almost dying of stress. Yeah...almost. Haha

I didn't have such a bad time before, not even in audit where I had to meet the Audit Committee deadline. I guess this comes with the position I am in and who I am reporting to. It is tough for me, for someone who is not ambitious or who doesn't place career as top priority. What keeps me going is the pay check at month end. It satisfies a lot of other aspects in life as a result of that, sadly...yes, this is why I am holding on strong after 6 months. Another reason that plays a big part was I must have matured quite a bit to take on all these. 

If you ask me or I ask myself if I am unhappy with this job or did I ever regret leaving my comfort zone to this challenging role, I would say I never regret for all past decisions. I am not deceiving myself - the learning progression is rewarding for now that I never felt much from my previous jobs before. I am still thankful to god, myself, my boss of the decision I made early the year. I see a change in myself - tolerance and maturity.