I jinxed myself for saying I was pretty free from work and here comes all the late nights for the past few nights. I have just finished working in my bedroom and now wide awake on my bed. Luckily the friendliest companion is with me - iPad!

I have extreme sleeping problems. During the good times, I slept so soundly that I did not even realize it rained the night before. On bad times, the slightest sound like my mum in law opens her bedroom door in the middle of the night or when the maid sweeps the floor before the sun rises! That resulted me drowning myself with the caffeine during day time that I am trying avoid! I hate those caffeine stains.

At times when I find my life ain't moving together with my expectations is also when I loses sleep over them. Not that I am having a bad time (or having?) but more of very certain on the uncertainties at home. That's the cons of marriage - you live by making sure everyone around you is well before yourself. If I have the money, I wish I have a place of my own. But even so, it does not solve my problem, a problem that haunted me for years. I do not need any empathy (even from my own husband) and so what do I want?

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